brain...um....what?

Next week I go in for an MRI to see if I have to get brain surgery.

I'm not so excited about this.

This beautiful Fay almost makes me not care how much I hurt. Standing outside in the stinging rain and gusty winds just makes me feel...alive!

*squeee*

oooh boy.

There is so much drama surrounding me right now, and amazingly enough, I'm not the center of it. One of my closest friends just broke up with his girlfriend (it's a really weird situation). No one is happy with him, but a few of his closest friends have just completely shut him out of their lives for it. My best friend is pissed off at me because I am still friends with him. She says I'm an enabler. I don't condone his actions, and I've bitched at him for it. But what am I supposed to do? He'll have to grow up at some point. I'm not going to stop being friends with

If the people I cared about the most cut me out of their lives for messing up, what kind of friends are they?!

Letter to my Shivvverrr

My Dearest Shivvverrr,
You have no idea what it means to me when you curl up on my lap when I'm sick and crying. I don't think I could have gotten through this sickness without you. You always seem to know when I'm having a bad day, and you do your best to cheer me up and make sure I'm okay. I love how you try to protect me when I'm hurting, and how you try to make me get up when I've fallen. I wish everyone with chronic diseases could have a baby like you. You make things seem so much less hopeless, and the pain so much more bearable. I love you, my baby boy.